It's about time to close this blog. This blog was meant for the days in HK.

This week has passed by really crazy. Took a breather over the weekend and got myself with 2 other gfs a stay in the fish farm. Good weather, a very decent break. I enjoyed the slow pace in the fish farm. It was serene, right by the river and it was full moon. The stars came out in the dark and definitely I feel at peace, till the mossies attacked me.

Been overwhelmed by work this week. I was nothing but busy. Losing my focus and was questioned by the people up there. I need to know my direction. Time to think.

J feels that I lost my cheerfulness versus my early days in HK. I smile lesser lately. I told her, recent episodes in life have taught me to be less emotional about things in life. I don't feel that easily excited nor sad, I am just at peace with myself. Perhaps I am weak to a certain extent, refusing to acknowledge certain facts in life.

There is a huge lifestyle change. Finally exchanged several emails with Ange. It took her 1 year to get used to staying in HK. I began to ask myself, how long did I get use years ago, and how long will I take to get used to the lifestyle here?

This is home, I know. Shouldn't be that difficult.

My mood goes up and down despite not in my pms timeframe. Women are scary, I know. Had this conversation with my buddy at work. He finds women complicated and I totally agreed with him. I think men are simpler. But at the end of the day we justt have to live with each other due to attractions, perhaps perceived attractions, chemistry, whatever you call it!

Maybe my emotions will be back after some months. I need to find them back. I may have lost them forever without me realising it.

Getting less tired than before. I used to feel very tired for the past one month. Glad to feel better. Need to work hard for my physio treatment, knees ain too good. I want to get back to my slack jogging lifestyle in the evenings and perhaps a little trek. If my legs can't handle that simple tasks and I will have greater problems handling my favourite hobbies of travelling and taking pics of the scenes around me. At least the therapists here are hopeful that I can get back to that routine, versus the HK ones. I was told to avoid some sports and I have to live with my conditions.

Time to think, time to feel. Need sometime for myself.

Trying to get use to commuting daily to work by NEL (Northeast Line). In total, I spent about 40- 50 minutes getting to office daily. Quite a chore, compared to my usual 20-30 min commuting time to get to work in HK. You lose some, you win some, oh well, let's not get into that topic.

Many people have been asking me why am I back after 3.5 yrs. 3.5 yrs have been a long long time, it is about the length of your Uni days! Well, many reasons, and at the end of the day, I know why I am back here, despite the cons that come together as a package. s.xanga.com/images/happy.gif" width="15" border="0" />

I feel like a robot these days, waking up really early in the morning and head to the office. I start my morning taking a morning brisk walk from Clark Quay station to my office. Ate my breakfast while typing busily away. I usually have an early lunch by noon, and head to the gym after work. I only been to the gym for 4 times in the past 2 weeks. It has been quite tiring to my body/knees, hope to feel better when I get used to the routine.

Hope to go for a class this coming Thursday or something.

And I want massage too, think there are many knots building up on my neck and back due to poor posture.

I need to get back to my normal life in Singapore. I have been a hermit for quite a bit. Blame it on the hot weather and the commuting that cost a drain in myself. I sleep almost by 11 every night and wake up at 645 daily. Haha a healthy lifestyle!

Great Singapore Sale is here, glad to buy a pair of pumps that is comfy and low, hope to make my legs feel better while at work.

Attended 3 weddings in May. What a month! Very happy to be invited for these happy events. Attended a western dinner at Botanical garden, a Chinese wedding at Marriott hotel and lastly a traditional Malay wedding. Shall post more pictures later.

Finally a weekend trip to Kelong this weekend! It is located in M'sia and we are up for some tasty good seafood! Will bring my camera and tkae some nice shots hopefully.

Not feeling very great today. My gastric is acting up again, it is such a pain to deal with tummy cramps and gastric pain. GRRR

Need TLC. Maple is so far away. Haha and well i guess obviously things are different from now. Brace the changes, Peaky:P